The Many Roads to Emmaus
A mother and father rush their child to the hospital in the middle of the night. They have done everything they could but the baby’s fever will not subside. It is a long night of waiting, of trying not to imagine the worst, of second-guessing, of desperate prayers. From their child’s room to the hospital, from the emergency room to the waiting room, this young mother and father walk the long road to Emmaus.
While not a complete surprise, it was still a blow. Her job was one of many that were eliminated in the merger. There would be a modest severance package and some outplacement help, but to find another job in her field at her salary means a move to another city—or she will have to “retool” for a whole new career. So begins her journey to Emmaus.
He had taken a year off from school to work on the campaign. He believed in what the candidate stood for, in the political process, in the principle that one person could make a difference. But after a bruising campaign, his candidate lost. The young campaign worker’s idealism also took a beating as he saw for the first time just how ugly politics can be. What’s next? He wondered, as he began the next chapter of his life and career along the road to Emmaus.
Every one of us has traveled the road the two disciples walked that Easter night. It is the road of deep disappointment, sadness, despair, anger. But God assures us, in his Easter promise, that along those roads he will make himself known to us. If our eyes are open, we will meet him in his Christ: in the compassion and generosity of others, in the breaking of bread and the healing touch of the sacraments, in the grace and wisdom of his Spirit in our midst. May our hearts and consciences always be open to behold the presence of Christ, our constant companion along the many roads we walk to Emmaus.
God in the Midst of Our Pain
After much anger and acrimony, a couple divorces. The dream of “happily ever after” would never be realized. They manage to keep their anger and hurt and feelings of betrayal in check to work through the legalities. The moment comes when the divorce is final. The now-ex-husband remembers:
“We stood in the long hallway, and I held her as she cried. Ironically, it was while we were separating that we had one of the most powerful moments of intimacy of our entire marriage. Not a word passed between us, but each of us understood the pain in each other’s soul. We cried and hugged each other, and there was holiness in the hug. In spite of enormous changes I was about to undergo and in spite of the anxiety and fear and enormous pain that those changes were causing, I knew instinctively that I was going to be okay. God was present in that hug, helping us let go of the anger and disappointment that my life was not going to turn out the way I had planned it.”
The Gospel of the two disciples meeting the Risen Jesus on the road to Emmaus mirrors the reality that God is with us in life’s most difficult, confusing, desperate moments. God travels with us on our own road to Emmaus; God is present in the broken bread of compassion and healing we give and receive from our fellow travelers. Easter faith is to recognize God in our midst: in our wanting to understand, in our struggle to make things right, in our brokenness. May our Easter celebration open our hearts and spirits to recognize Christ among us in every moment of our lives, in both the bright promising mornings and the dark, terrifying nights.
Do This in Memory of Me